oh no you'll never let go. . .

i get into my car at 9:15am to head to the hospital to see my mom and on the radio is k-love -- for being the country, we have a klove go figure!

but has i headed down my parent's street God knew i needed to be encouraged -- i feel so out of control in every area of my life -- i'm not together anywhere -- i have no housing for my interns., my co-director and i have not had the best of communication for planning this summer, i have tons of work at the mission, i have some seminary crap to deal with, and now - now i have family problems -- i just feel so unsecure and not with it

but God knew - and he reassured me - He will never leave me -- matt redmen's song "Oh No" - was the song that came on as i was starting my trip to the hospital

what comfort?!

Oh no you never let go, through the calm, through the storm
Oh no you never let go every high and every low
Oh no you never let go - you never let go of me.

that' my prayer - cuz honestly -- i'm losing it -- too much too quick -- i'm way overwhelmed - but whom shall i fear - No one - cuz my Deliever is comin'- my deliever is standing by!