have ya ever been in the land of confusion and knew why - yet part of you didn't want to clear it up -- well. . . that's where i've been for a minute or so.
i'm stuck knowing my choices have cost me what i knew it would - but at the time i didn't care.
it's funny - as i think about a year ago -- i can remember camping, reading, journaling, and just really growing -- desiring to grow -- desiring to become less in order for Him to be more in me, through me, and beyond me. but my selfishness set in -- i wanted what i wanted and nothing was going to stop me -- now look -- this summer is. . . overcast - in more ways than one.
i know what i need to do - but i'm stuck -- i must fall/break - but i'm too prideful -- how could i walk this way again? - i feel like my Savior is like my friend trudi -- so close - she only lives 30 minutes from me - but we never see each other. - not because i can't but because we don't really make the time.
that's me -- i haven't really made the time -- i'm caught up in planning, organizing, stragetizing - and i've lost sight of what's most important - the main thing isn't the main thing any more .
where is my fire, my passion, my zeal and zest for the Kingdom? -- just like my keys - i know they are there - i just can't remember where i've placed them -- maybe i need to STOP - retrace my steps -- look back before i look ahead!
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